[ And then it's the Doctor's turn to practically scream. ]

Of course I know! I was there! I saw--!

[ He chokes on something, takes a deep, shuddering breath before he quickly closes the door, almost slams it. ]

Okay. Yes. You're right. I'm rubbish at... being there for people. I offer them all of time and space and take them away on the trip of their life. I was going to take her, of course I was. She's perfect. And then-- You think I don't care? But I'm as stuck as any of us are!